Tuesday, June 30, 2009

konichiwa,
schls just getting worst.
get detention just now because we left schl early yest.
it was supposed to be 3.30. but we left at 2?
with aniz all. kecoh bodo tu aniz! babi betol.
pasal kau lah aniz, kiter kene! motherfucker. (:
schl just now was okay-okay uh. i study okay.
and, i've done my physics homework alrdy.
physics teacher ms tan siuls. fuh! tonggang terbalek uh.
dala, skolah maken boring ade uh! ):
haiya, sume perangai sia hari ni. tatau knape. walau!
hope tmrw's gonna be okay.
tc, love.

Monday, June 29, 2009

LET'S FORGET ABOUT FIRST JULY,
AND YOU CAN JUST GO FUCKOFF WITH THAT BLOODY BITCH.
I DONT CARE ALSO. TC,

L I A R.
and btw, my simcard is blocked.
so, dont bother calling/msging me anymore.
fuck, go die la. bye!

Sunday, June 28, 2009

hello people. im so fucking pisssed off right now. maybe babylove know why. maybe jaws knows too. it's about family. fuck, i like wanna runaway from home again. but, it's a waste of time. busok busok pon nanti aku balek jugak! NO. i feel like running away and not coming back forever. dorang nak sangatkan. selalu nak ungkit pe!
dorang nak aku carik my real ones kn. memang aku berterime kaseh uh dorg amek aku. tapi wtf sia? tak payah ungkit pe. aku taktau satu bende haram pon about the past. so kenape kene ungkit sia! fuck. kalau da taknak aku, buang je aku. eventhough im not your blood, im still a human pe? ps: i got feelings. ergh! i just need love and attention in this fucking house lah. i dont ask for money pon. tu pasal aku hari hari klua. because im lack of all that. kalau korg nak aku hari-hari dudok rumah, aku boleh. aku cume mintak love&attention korg aje sia. tk bnyk aku mintak! aku bukan patong, bukan robot. im sick and tired alrdy lah. *sigh. tmrw schling, motherfucker!
TAKECARE.


Saturday, June 27, 2009

back at 3am yesterday. transformers gerek nak mampos siak! siala.
i want to watch it again. woohoo~
&sesape nak call/msg aku tk dapat/tak reply. sorry okay.
HANDPHONE AKU ROSAK SIA! NABEYCHAWCIBAI. damn it!
fucccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkk. aku punya kekaseh rosak siak.
i cannot live without it sia. aku nak handphone. apape hp uh, asal kan bole call/msg!
tak perlu ader camera sume. ):

Friday, June 26, 2009

watching transformers midnight later with sister, and all~
hahuheho. harap-harap fun lahh kan.
tmrw maybe going town with babys dgan west siders? im not sure uh tu lina(:
and idk why im so so so so so so so f u c k i n g happy today.
post more later when i feel like posting kay! (:

Thursday, June 25, 2009

i just cant sleep yesterday, and i dont know why.
i miss someone so badly. alaa, confirm youll say whatever.
haiyah, nah. nvm. okay people, I WANNA SLEEEEEP.
nights, sweetdreams. i love you baby, i cant live without you..
(you never fail to msg me goodnight msg everynight)
but now? brrrr.
everything changed.
just came back. penat suals! after this, i swear im going to sleep!
actually planned to go to picnic.
but then, lastmin Dee Julitte cannot make it.
so nvm, j a w s je. so meet up with nat and aini, dgan adek aini-rizal. (:
kewak! rizal tu da mcm anak die sia. rizal gangsta siol! kecik kecik da gini. haha!
tgk uh, kakak die kan minahrep? peace! (:
erhm, arnd 9plus azlina have to go and help her mum.
so i helped. jana & wahyuni headed to aous chalet.
after then, i came. luckily aous friends were very friendly. seriously!
bukan macam matrep matrep yang nak step mane peh garang! :P
WAH! ENVY WAH! ENVY! c:
after jana went home, left with me and wah.
and, fera and the other girls uh. dorg also friendly.
overall, it's fun. fun, and very funny. i'll post the pictures later. *wink!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

JANTAN SUME SAME.
PRANGAI SIAL!
YOU MAKING ME LAUGH LAH NASHRIQ!
thank you v. much!
oh, nash? die prangai mcm sial. sumpah la sia. aku sndiri da takley tahan. mat rep mat rep, wannabe~
kwang kwang kwang! aku da cukop sabar.
and oh, something happen.
NASHRIQ,
oh yah. "jgan treat kao peh jantan mcm mane kau treat pat aku"
eh siala kau, aku peh suke uh.
and, JANGAN TREAT POMPAN KAU MCM MANE KAU TREAT AKU.
kau kan treat aku mcm anjing kau gitu.
ingat je uh ape aku pernah buat untok kau sume.
ape aku da buat sume. ye uh, tu sume bole bayar balek pe.
takde hal untok kau kan?
sume jantan same lah sume! sialan.
couple Pictures, Images and Photos
babylove, i wanna marry you.
i want you to be mine, forever.
i want to be with you, forever babylove.
i sayang you, i cinta you dengan sepenuh hati. (:
im sorry people for what ive done in the interchange yestd.
i didnt mean to do that. seriously, im sorry.
and sorry to syakir if i treated you like what.
i screamed at him outside the interchange. i know i was wrong, im sorry.
and to nashriq, same same lah kiter binget smlm.
kesian 2dlr hilang. *wink*
ala, dala. everything's over okay!

to baby st:
haiyah, i know what you feel.
i really know how you feel.
but, you must be patient okay?
i know it's 2times. i know.
all boys are like this la. nvm, we're still here for you baby.

Monday, June 22, 2009

sorry friends if i deleted the tagboard.
irirtatting sia satu satu.
to elfi,
AKU CHEPEAST SLUT EH?
PUKIMAK KAU LAGI BAGOS DARI PUKI AKU EH?
AKU PELACOH BESAR EH?
cmon lah.
aper sia aku buat dkat kau?
aku tkder apape hal dgan kau kay.
lgypon aku ader hal dgan kwn kau, nuwaira, bukan kau sia!
aku peh hal dgan die pe, tk payah masok campor uh.
aku tau uh nak bobal dgan die.
KAU TAK PAYAH NAK SEBOK UH!
abey kau nak carik pasal dgan aku?
kau ckp aku pengecot peh blog eh?
hah! skrg ni kau maseh tak puas pe?
sume aku da ltk name pe.
ape lagi kau nak, KANINNABEYCHAWCIBAI~
takde kene mengene kay panggel aku pelacoh, maki maki aku free flow sume.
HAH! KASI KAU PUAS KAY!
and pasal syakir,
TAKDE KENE MENGENE DGAN AKU KAY!
hah. die yang taknak turon pe?
ape yng aku tarek tarek die?
kirekan pasal aku, die jarang turon uh ni?
kau tanyer die sndiri uh asl die gini!
kimak, abey ape sume slh aku pe?
CIBAI UH PRANGAI KAU ELFI.
pasal ni je kau kene panggel aku pelacoh abey maki aku uh sume?
kau pon takecare jugak uh, fucker.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

going to johore today. tc, loves.
to someone,
take good care of yourself okay.
dont do stupid thing kays!
youve grown up and you can think,
what is right or wrong. (:
i love you very much.
i want nobody, nobody but you.

Friday, June 19, 2009

today, slacked around.
yessssssssssssssssssss, fun!
j a w s & a r i n a.
n a n a s & dee,
wednesday kay babys! (:
heeee.
jan mengamok sia tadi.
nak klua satu satu iritatting! haha.
sat- shahidah go johore.
sunday- wahyuni ader family day.
monday- azlina go airport take her mother.
tuesday- arina&dee got ngaji.
satu satu satu sia!
hahahahah! JANA PEH PENG! sorry la sygku.
haha, wednesday kay! (:

fuck sia.
what the hell is wrong with him?
what i do sia? you never tell me that you want to meet me what?
so what now? my fault isit? haiya.
standard uh, da tak dgan aku kan.
orang-orang suke carik pasal.
haha, dala. aku budak baek.
tknak carik pasal lagi.
KENTAL. aku taktau apape.
aku maseh adek adek lagi.
hah. whatever lah kays.
i just dont know what the hell is happening uhs.
takecare, ly.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Relaku menunggu mu,
seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup ku kan selama ini
Biar berputar utara selatan
Ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia.
Relaku mengejar mu seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benar kah kaki ku kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
Biar membisu burung bersiulan
Tenang lah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia
ESPACIALLY FOR (INSEEERRRRTTT NAAAAMMEEEE)!
(:
apape jadi, aku tetap chill je kayy.
aku bukan sehebat cam kau.
tapi an, stakat tu je pe kau mampu..
kecoh~

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

live your life.

im being strong and moving on.
im strong alrdy. i changed alrdy.
NO MORE CHITA(:
takecare.




everything's over

to someone:
apape kay sundal? (:

nashhhhhhhhhhhhrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrriqqqqqqqqqqqqqq,
im going to miss you(?)
im going to miss the moments we shared?
im going to miss garden?
im going to miss holding your hands.
im going to miss your hugs.
im going to miss you kiss.
ah fuck la. it's all fate alrdy kn nak jadi gini.
hah, next time, treat a girl nicely.
oh, we'll see who's the lucky girl.
thanks for the love. tmrw, our 2nd month. but..
tc, l o v e.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

abey kenape!!??
kenape kalau aku syg die?
hah! bodola. aku peh pasal la!

Friday, June 12, 2009

untok orang orang yang kental macam koraanggg. kwang kwang!

to someone.
pukewak. kalau kau nak spam aku,
blang aku uh sial kau siape? hah.
kimak uh, kau mane peh mane sial kiter nak knal kau!
haha. bodo punye sundal. eh, utang ape sia?
utang mak kau pe? hah! kunekkkkk eh kau.
rahsie bongkar dkat nashriq. eh, kau werrrrrrl sia! hahaaaa.
pompan murah? pepek da jual?
hahahaa. eh pukimak, hidop aku pe.
menyusahkan kau pe? aku layan korg pon takder gunenye uh.
layan korg peh diri sndri kay sundal(s)?
hah! bende yng tkder, tkmo diadakan uh eh?
aku malas nk lyn budak budak gangster computer! haha.
kalau kau pike kau mane peh hebat kn, jom jumpe! kaninna.
tc siol~
TODAY WAS SUPER FUN!
just came back from morning.
and now going out again.
hahahahaaaaa. cibai sia tu azlina.
aku syg kau kay! (:
met nashriq alrdy.
oh oh, (insert name), he msged me.
azlinaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. tlg aku! (:

Thursday, June 11, 2009

!FUCKLOVE. shiyt.

aku smbrg~
kalau kau tknk call aku sampai besok pon aku tak pasal.
aku smbrg kay boy?
hah! pike baek baek.

to a woman so heartless! hah.

pukewak!
tak berterime langsong siak.
da bagos la sia aku tlg.
kalau kau tak appreciate tu kau peh pasal la k. hah!
hah. post pasal kau pon aku rase buang maser je untok kau kan.
whatever alright. hah! buat uh apape kau rase betol.
aslkn kau bahagie sua. hah. aku da cukop kesah pasal kau,
kau tak hargai kn? aku kecewa la dgan kau kan.
tkpe uh, kau da besar kn? know what's right and wrong. okay then.
hah. all the best~
apape tetap jaws kn? tu pon kalau kau nak kn?
think uh.

tak jadi pegi johore):
maybe tmrw.
so later going out to meet him. *wink*
not going for camp tmrw! hhuhu.
jiwe pe sia sumer tak pegi camp besok. haha!
tc people. c:
1211,syg. huhehoha! *happy happy*

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

DEEANA, ARINA!
i never hug you both enough laaaaaaaaaaaaa.
sorry tk ikot korg tadi. haiya, i guess i miss the fun.
damn! but, i have to settle things kn?
jumpe korg soon okay.
Love,
it's not that im getting bored with you or what la.
tapi, pasal p e r a n g a i uh.
hope you realised la kay.
i cannot be like the girl you want me to be la.
im not like your beloved ex yng takpernah buat u marah la kn?
i s e l a l u buat u mrh kn? huhu.
im sorry okay.
i dont know how many times must i say this.
i just cannot take it anymore laahhhhhhhhh.
THIS BLOODY LOVE IS KILLING MEEEEEEEE. damn in! fuckanaaarden~

to the one i really love and care for:
im sorry, i have to do this.
it's for your own good, okay.
fike uh babe. i know this will repeat again.
cmon dear, buat gini sume tak dapat apape.
menyusahkan orang lagi ader, kn?
aku tahu aku lagi mcm sial prangai.
tapi, aku stakat advice kau je k.
kalau kau nak dgar, kau dgar, kalau kau tknk.
up to you, like you say. it's your life.
kau beruntong dapat mak yang kesah giler babi pasal kau.
abey aku? hah! kalau kau pike, kau rabak.
ader org lagi rabak daripade kau kay.
tkmo sampai jadi police case uh, susah nnt.
trust aku lah, aku da pernah kene, aku tau.
aku bukan nak step mane peh mane uh.
tapi, once again, aku advice kau.
the phrase yng kau ckp gini,
"iritatting sia korg buat aku gini"
k fine, memang ah aku tahu perasaan kau. i know it's iritatting.
tapi it's for your own good.
okay, skrg ni. kalau kau nak, aku da tak akan masok campor lagi okay?
sorry if i have to do all this. it's actually for your own good.
but it turn out bad for you. *sigh*
anything, just call or msg me, IF you want to.
i'll still be there for you.
TC!
nashriq,
pegi pancing tktau bilang pe.
iritatting pe. kater nak call, org tunggu sia. apape ah~ aslkn bahagie sua! hah.

TODAY:
meeting jana at pasir ris. arnd 1plus.
okay, im going to talk to you okay! hais.
at 2.30, meeting my bbys go watch movie! (:
update more later. tc, loves!
DURRAH NURUL JANNAH,
balek kay. balek. pandang orang yang sayang kaw kays.
kiter syg kau sia jana!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

thanks for understanding, friend.
i promise i wont hurt him anymore.
wahyuni, i had fun too! netball oi! c:
azlina best pe kene prank! hahahaaa. nenek kaw~
jana, think about the ones who need and love you okay? *sigh*
tmrw, insyallah kay wah. maklom la. da gdgirl(:
hrm, kiter da relax, dier plak macam BOMB! waaaatttthhhaaaafffuuucckkk?
okay, wna watch anugerah now!

Monday, June 8, 2009

I just need you in my life.
I just want you in my life.
Nothing else that i want in life.
I LOVE YOU, BABY LOVE~
I feel that our love cant go far.
When will this feelings stop
When did it start
How can I listen to my mind
Withoout breaking my heart
I am so confused
I cant think of anything except you
Should i ignore you or give time
Honestly, I cant think straight
My heart controls my mind.

Baby, i know ive dissapoint you with my behaviour just now.
But think uhh, how you treat me lasttime?
I know it was lasttime, but i want you to realise how much it hurts.
Okay, about just now. I know im !fucking wrong.
Im sorry, and i wont repeat it again.
But tell me if you dont want me anymore.
Im prepared for it, byy.
Tc, babylove.
maybe not going to camp this friday.
fuck la.
to someone: you just go to sleep all long lahh okay!
GO! hah. tc~

Sunday, June 7, 2009

just came back from bedok, [kendarat] tired sia! but i had funn with my classmates. serious! love you all kay! c: (i admire boys with long side-burns?) huhuuhahaahoooho. kay da!
get to hugg azlina very tight becaue today is our friendship day baby! ((:
thanks baby for being there when i really need someone to be with on the 4th of june.
you were there 24hours beside me. seriously, 24hrs. thank you baby, i love you<3.
thank you jana for letting me sleep at yr house, for letting me charge my hp! (:
thank you wahyuni for being concern too.
azlina tak boley harap! ppd low. haha(:
no matter what, iloveyougirls the most. c:
tc,kays! loves~

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

before:
today,
going out with family~
hope i'll be having fun later.
wait!
iloveyoukays~
imissyoukays~
noonecanhaveyoukays?
noonecanloveyoukays?
^^ huhu!
JAWS TAHU(:
after:
went home alrdy.
huhu. yes, superfun! get to buy all my stuffs.
going to meet smallboy later.
buying him something. (:
so, meet you later ya!

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

to: (:
alright. thank you friend.
yup, ni sume monkey love aje kn? ^^
yay! just now got to meet jana&wahyuni.
sorry jana, pasal aku hp kau jatoh.
haha. ape kesah? aku lagi berharge dari hp kau pe? ceyyy! tau la die. (:
cume ni azlina je belom jumper! nnt kau, aku hug kau kuat-kuat! cium kau skali k! (:
friday kay babys? friday! (:
thanks smallboy sebab sanggop teman beli barang. slalunye tak sanggop kn!
atleast you get a treat from me what.

nashriq,
i know im not your perfect gf la.
and i know i cannot be one.
i cannot give you what you want, aite?
aku bukan perfect macam kau peh ex.
im sorry, love~
enjoy life.

LOVE:
nur shahidah.
J A W S.
i love you. i miss you.
eh wtf sia. recently, aku takder jumpe syakir lah oky!
ape sia? hah. lain kali tkmo smbrg.

and one more thing to one more person.
siala, aku takder ikot kau dari tamp mall, t1, sampai tmart okay?
da uh, kau suroh move on pe. senang-senang je pe.
hah. da uh. tc!
okay uh, skrg aku da malas uh ni sume.
okay, gy lah dengan kau peh hidop.
thank you very much!
okay, i guess i know the reason why you asked to move on alrdy. hah!
da malas ah! bye.

Monday, June 1, 2009

why does love hurts?
hah! im lazy already la. so ya, tc.

i feel like posting this pictures. so, yeah~

i want this year's amp to be like last year's lah sayanggggggggggg):


















long long long ago sia~




azlina, let's go to work this sunday!
im so sick and tired of all these la.
dala. aku bukan sesape kan.
aku da malas lagipon.
ckp sorry sumer tak gune sia~
all bullshits!