god, please make me strong. please!
siala, ni bende bukan maen maen sia.
*sigh.
i seriously have no mood to blog about what happen nowadays.
eventhough im weak, im trying my best to fight this pain.
tc.

CIBAI LAHHHHH! AKU TAKOT SIAKKKKKK!
Only bestfriend and one of my boyfriend knows what i feel now.
Favour uh tkmo macam macam! -____________________-

Rusdi wants me to be his girlfriend yesterday. -.-
rusdi: u.. sudi jadi matae i? with his oh-so-cute-face. (cair skejap)
me: ouhh, ahhhh. lek ah. baru kenal tk sampai 1bulan.
rusdi: boley ah u.. i nak dengan u.. then he hold my hand.
me: *avoiding him becos satu makcik nmpk* u da giler pe, kan dorg kenal mak i.
rusdi: alaaaaa u. pretty please?
me: laughing* NO!
then he keep on msging me nonstop saying that he wants me to be his gf.
ya'allahh .. im just sick and tired of this siaaa.
im lazy to have a boyfriend. sumpah. please lah im tired.
i told him alrd that im tired of all these.
but he ask me to give it one last try.
Omg~ aku tk boley! aku taknak!
jantan sume same.
aku tk pasal uh aku hilang org yng aku syg, biar!
aslkan dorg bahagie. sebab aku da malas!

yesterday finish work at 2am.
went home, rusdi also went home.
then meet again, slack till 5am eh. everybody's not around yesterday(:
dont get enough sleep. cb!
so ya, then went to work with him the next day.
suppose to reach work at 4pm sharp.
but we both reach there arnd 4.20~
hahahahha. then went to the office to sign,
then my mum was like looking and her face was like saying. -dorg mesti pegi keje sesame tau. nanti korg! fierce siah dier. after signing, i went out with him. then my mom, shout, "SHAHIDAHHHH!" the rusdi turn around and look at my face, then i was like , ohh ohhhhh!
nvm, i just smile and went to the office.
me: ye mak?
mother: kau gy keje dgan rusdi eh?
me: ahhhh, ahhh. asl?
mother: mak da agak da, laen kali tkmo lambat! da klua saner.
phewwwwww~
then went canteen with him. haha. dorg da kacau kacau. siol, kawan keje jeee. eh eh.
then one of my team member, jealous??!?!?! wtf sia. aku tktau apape siol. oh, too bad. :D
19december i want off! wna go watch movie with him. nanti mak suspect lagi amek off sesame!
hahaha. susah doh keje dgan makkkkkkk~
okay bye!

Ive been working at airport sats catering since 3december. The work is so much better than fresh bulgoggi. tapi bored ah! fresh bulgoggi got my loved ones there.
Dkat airport nih, sume minahs and mats siulxzxzxzxz.
Ni case da takder harapan sia. mampos!
Tkkan nak buat kawan cam gtu je? Haha. Nanti kene cap step gerek~
hahah, but now, i have friends alr. kecoh sia, hahahah. my mom also cannot do anything.
mcm 99% of people down there smoking siah. hahahah! cb tol. it's been two days i went to work with that loading boy. r u s d i ~ my mom also know alr, keje je pe? :D haha! but she dont like rusdi's tattoo at his arm. siallaaaaaah ergh. nvm. yesterday overtime till 1am, loading pey budak budak da habes arnd 11pm eh,. 8dier sanggop tunggu. hehs~ then 1am kalau kiter overtime, company always give free taxi rides for us to go home. but yesterday, he ajak me go mkn. then balek take taxi. the fare is, $15.60cent sia. CB! tkpe, he pay. (: siol ah~ aku bleh jadi giler sia keje ni!
btw, dee. YOUR MOTHER INLAW IS SO CUTE! hahaha. rmbr when i told you about, how cute she is when, "deeana dgan acap skrg dorg kwn tau"
hahahahahahah! i was like, ya i know alr. hahhaa. KAWAN SIOLxzxzxz!
today going to work earlier siket, meeting him at tamp inter first (:
tc, loves.

yesterday work then got overtime till 2am sia. wah cibai! ya serious, like cibai.
tapi ot gaji mau lebeh ah! (: ader taxi plak tu antar balek, company sponsor. :D:D
and oh, wan rebel texted me yesterday. you trying to get me back? pukimak kau la. da ludah, tkmo jilat balek ah babi. kau nak sngt per dgan tu pompan sundal! dier kan single. :D:D:D
same ah korg kan. sundal(s). malas mau layan~
SUME JANTAN SAME. malas ah. sumpah aku malas. (:
wtv, i dont have time to talk about all this. what i know is that, i wna be happy. :D
y'knw i'knw that i ONLY can be happy when im with you. iloveyou!
today working, AGAIN. hope takder ot.

It is so much better without wan. no life siah! hahaha. kau nak dier? amek ah. aku tak heran, tknk tahu pon.
because, it's so much better. hahah!
i miss xxxx. working later. tired siah!

kau suke pe aku kacau kau pey jantan.
hahahahahaha. confirm kau tak suke pe?
tak cukop satu slalu gini. beh nak step setie.
gasak kau lah kan. (:
aku bukan pasal buto nak gado ah.
kau tau tak suke pe aku kacau kau pey jantan? haha.
tpi kau sndiri mau ingat lah kan.
kau tak suke kan aku kacau kau pey jantan?
tkpelah, everything's over.
thank you so much.

and wahyuni, you should be happy for me kay? (:
going to get ready for work now.
tc, sayangxzxzxzxzzx.

BOY, you can go to hell. and GIRL, you can go suck as many balls as you want.
-________________-
oh yah, oh i dont wna know and i dont care.
hmm. azlina, ape? da der org yang dier syg bey ckp tu kawan dier? haha. (:
biar lah kan. dier peh hidop. standard ah, tak cukop satu! hahahaha.
OMG! im so happy lah kan im single now. (:
so now, you can go entertain him like 4846513578642HOURS/TIME k? (:
it's over. im happy now, im moving on. (:

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, i want to say somtg here.
now, i love my life alr.
wan takecare kay wan! :D

-________________- cibai.
yesterday worked inside the areoplane.
atleast got friend from same schl ah, zairul. (:
keje okay ah, but mats and minahs bersepah siulxzxz. it was my first time.
but they were friendly, cumer tak biase ah.
im alone somemore? nvm, nak $ per. (;
okay, going to meet my baby later. so ya, bye! (;