bestnyer feeling feeling falling in love^^
heheheeee. cheh aku mcm phm je. macam tau je die baik ke tidak -.-
ala, part ni aku malas ah~

hi it's been a long time i've never update my blog. i miss my ex lovely boyfriend.
oh why should i say lovely? hah! padehal die yang macam sial dgn aku.
haissss. nvm, he alr move on, and i have to move on too. i know right!
it's okay, i know that everything's gonna be alright.

you can never be friends with somebody you used to love, simply because a little part of you will ALWAYS love them.
it's fucking true!

boyfrienddddddddddddddd~

i started to work alr.
first day 3-9, then 4-10, today, 12-6,
TMRW 10.30 to 4.30?
what the shit is this mahn!
1030 ehhh, aduiiii.
can i quit? please ah.
oh ya, i saw YOU AND YOU!
wtf! kimak, dulu kau jugak yang kutok kutok dektu.
just wait for karma to hit you back ah. serious serious.
KAU TK PERNAH BERUBAH SIA. i thought u change?
HAHHAH, maseh tak cukop satu jugak ah ni?
nvm, maybe i should just tell your gf about it.
im so tired, baby let's talk otf!

alamak, besok Nlevel result nih.
eh skrg baru nk carik kawan?!
kau gy uh skolah dgan matae kau
sal nak gy dgan kiter pulak. -_______________________-

omg they seriously make my day yesterday.
they're awesome!
hahah, random outing.

im single and i dont wanna know anything!

planning to buy vans shoe and slurplife bag. (:
saving money!
shit ah, tau tht time nyer gaji simpan sia. omg!
bodoh bodoh bodoh sia aku -.-

okay this is pathetic.

i dont know why we always fight. -.-

i miss chaicheesecondaryschool. ):

now my hair is shorter than this! yeayyyyyyyy (Y)
i wna cut like chang chang pls.

im so going to buy this beg! (Y) (Y)
im very tired today.
azlina's crib>ccss>bedok>tamp>home.
hari ni memang suey sial.
i mean suey for both of us ah -.-
at her house, ALOT OF COCKROACH IN HER KITCHEN sampai die takut nk mandi wtf!
went to ccss to return books, LIBRARY CLOSED.
went to bedok CUT AZLINA's HAIR AND THERE's NO DIFF AT ALL.
then when i was about to light a ciggy, azlina was like, "ahh tu dieee"
omg! rase mcm hati aku jatoh sia. imagine 7 police officers were just opp me. -.-
k, da. i mean, k last!
reached tamp, she wanna buy simcard, then she take out $10 note from her pocket..
DA KOYAK SIA. lagi 2percent je koyang semue. hahahhahah! kecoh betol ah.
im really really tired. ):
oh ya oh ya i forgot.
go away lah bitch. ergh, kau sebok je dalam hidup kiter due ni.
where's your wonderful friends? -.-
ape je kau nie!

we may not talk for hours, days, weeks, months even.
but when we do ervything still feels the same.


):

im glad that i know everything alr.
alhamdulillah.
oh ya,
hahahahaha.
kau pompan ape pun aku tktau la.
maybe kau mcm prangai aku dulu tk.
ksian lah. aku pun tktau ape nk ckp.
kau da kene bru kau tau la.
(;
lagi satu pompan ni pulak, da tkder kwn. tu pasal! hohohoho.

yang kau ni pon satu,
da tkde kwn eh? HAHAHHAHA.
kau ade pe kau nyer wonderful friends tu. asl kau kene sebok eh?
kesian betol ah kau ni. padehal padehal.
hahahha, kesian betol kesian.

sappppp, I feel like im losing my bestfriend.
Hah, memang da lose pun.
Oh, chat with his used-to-be lover.
lol, luckily cannot copy paste eh.
if can, i do alr.
biase lah, da ade pompan.
sume dier luperkan.
precisely, you nvr thank people who have been there for you.
you will find me when youre in hardtime, ONLY.
after i reflect everth back, youre actually not worth my time.
it's like, youre using me, when your gf's not around~
ini kau kater BESTFRIEND EH? haha, buat ah pat bestfriend kau gini.
kau maintain je gini. (:
all the best ah.

idk what to do, seriously ;/

Going beach tmrw maybe.
I wna let my stress out. I cant take it anymore.
I WANNA SHOUTTTTTTTTTTTT, I MISS YOU SO MUCH. ergh!

Asl lah aku benci benci kau tapi aku maseh syg?
Asl tibe tibe aku rindu kau ni? Adui.
Teringat balek eh ape kiter promise sume.
K aku mepek. Hah, tkperla.
Sabar shahidah, sabar.

i miss them man. what the fuck.
plus kama too.
):

I know you wont come back to me.

Tht's why i dont miss you.
I believe that everything happens for a reason

People change so you can learn to let go

Things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they are right

And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

Omg, i believe in this.

):

tgk muke dekni teringat pat tmpt keje aku nie ader abng abng ni hot nak mampos siak.

aduiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. aku nk boleh?

k random.

omg, today! supposed to reach work at 930 but we came 15mins LATE
what? LATE? AGAIN ALWAYS AND FOREVER LATE.
ada chance kene buang la tk lame lagi. azlina nyer pasal lah nie! ><
yesterday, was fb-ing then suddenly got text msg from linabebe.
grandlink pah? adui, grandlink lah pulak! HAHAHA. kecoh kan si the rock nie last min.
then we asked aqilah, but she cant make it cos she's working at 6):
ok nvm so kiter tak jadi, then atiqah msged, sape sape freeeeeee?
APE LAGIIIIIIII, coincidence babe. (:
went to bugis, then we visit aqilah sekejap. we must hang out soon okay kie<3
the no plan so jengjengjeng, grandlink lah apelagi! :D:D:D
it was awesome i tell you, and i enjoy myself.
can you believe it or not that im wearing track pants now! oh wtf. hahhaa.
okayla, i think i should go now.
and today's date is shit. 22/11? omg! asl kau tk mati mati nie.. pls uh.. sial habes uhh kau ni..
daladala. byebye~

When will i fall in love again?
I mean, how i wish my boyfriend understands me.
It's really hard for me now.
Im seriously having a hardtime.

Today's saturday. And yay! no need to come to work. Nice weather to sleep.
I think im going to do that. Sleep the whole day (Y) (Y)
Idk since when i go to the library and borrow books. HAHAHA. Not eng books ah, (mampos buat aku tido sia)
i mean, malay novels. cinta cinta ah kanxz. step jiwang rabak plak aku nie.
daripade aku klua, puas hati bacer buku ddk rumah sudah.
oh ya, yay aku da tak stress stress lagi.
cos i guess,
If i love you, i should let you move on.
tetapi kan, i still cant forget what you did to me.
i mean yang, hmmm, hmm. yang, hmm. HAH, iritts eh. I think you know it yourself. what the fuck. sabar, sabar. (:
Okay, kau gy mati k please. Byeeeeeeeee.

Okay, goodnight.

yes i want please. oh please. cant take it anymore.

paleng menyampah aku dgan kau.
ade looks, prangai mcm sial.
muke matrep, tapi kental.
hah, loser sia kau.
tak mengaku sia kau ex aku.
waiting for the time(:
yay!

It's the eleventh.
Hah, how i wish i could be happy like before.
HAHAHAHHAHAAA.
what the fuck sia nk step ingat ingat pasal the past.
the past is past.
hah, so MOVE ONNNNNNN! (:
today is the perfect date for me to move onnnn.
yeahhhhhh.
SUPPOSED TO BE 40monthsssss.
go and die i dont care.
you havee yourrr girllssssss, go go shoo!

A few more mins to my fav date.
11/11.
i hope it's going to be a wonderful day tmw.
Amin.

ni ah jantan sun.
mane satu kau nak pun aku tk phm ah.
sumpah aku tk phm.
aku tktau mcm mane aku bleh sangkot pat kau.
whatthefuck sia. hoping real hard that karma will hit you back. Amin.
i feel like telling the truth to the girls, can? ): HAHA. im not that evil though.
fuck you okay go to hell.
aiyaaa i really been busy with work.
i mean, im enjoying standing for 10 hours. (:
HAH! ya right. enjoy nak mampos.
pinggang boley patah ):
thanks giodarno. -.-
im hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
oh ya,
i rather kill myself than having you back in my life.

HUHHHHH? WISH HIM? HAHAHAHA!
IN MY DREAMS AH. until i die ahhhhhh.
siala, got your girls wna wish you what.
hah. go to hell~ whatever. i just hate you. k fuck.
tmrw morning shift);
can i die? -_____-
im tired of all these.

My dear friend,
i didnt know why i cried becos of you.
i mean, im no being so emotional ah.
but is this what i get in return?
i thought you'd appreciate what i'd done.
but, hah. omg. what i have done to deserve this sia.
FUCK!
kawan baek pe gitu mcm.
isap ahh!

I know im not the preetiest, smartest, or the most exciting girl to be with.
But, i do know that nobody loves you like how i do. Okay goodnight.

When will i meet my sexy boy? ))))):
Haiyayayayaya, i want a boyfriend please.
when will that be?
when will i fall in love again?
im letting it comes naturally.
im serious.
im hungry ):
byeeee.

It's november baby.
It's the 11th month of the year already. (Y)
My fav month. Cos it's eleven (:
yessaaaaaa, oh wait.
your bday coming right?
oh why should i care? HAHAHA.
dont worry, she's there for you.
blablabla, talk to my hand.
i rather celebrate my day with azlina rather than to celebrate your bday.
because, YOUR BESTFRIEND KAN ADER. (:
go ahead. sampai masernyer baru aku ckp ah. malas ah nk ckp skrg. (:
tmrw working):
today paitau keje eh, company tu mcm bpk kiter pnye je! wtf.
hahhaha.

mane gy kater kater kau smlm yang kau ckp pat aku?
nanti macam mane when youre in ITE and im still in sec?
omg wtf sia. da terang terang SWEET TALK mother fucker sia.
whatthefuck. cibai la you.
ohhh, you want it to be like this eh? okay :D

Stop playing with my feelings. Im not a toy.
what the fuck you think i am?
yes i still love you, but i just dont want to be a fool yknow.
waiting for you is like waiting for a cat to talk. (ok lame)
makk, 10 years later sia.
nvm lah ok, you just be happy with her.
i dont think that youre FAITHFUL like ME-.-
ok nvm, im going to concentrate with work now.
i have to be serious.
haissss.
from nowonwards,
BESTFRIEND IS EVERYTHING.

Im losing my friends.

Losing my friends.
Hah, it's okay i'll stay strong.
yala, im losing everyone what. espacially my loved ones.
asl sume mesti aku, aku dan aku?
erghhhh!!

i swear i want to drink.
hah, as if you care.
pleaseiwanttodrink):
and tmrw im going to cut my hair real short.
i just, hate myself. idk why i deserve these shitxz.
tell you what, i dont have time for boys anymore.
biken saket hati je. -.-
gy mampos ah!

yela, you just find me when you need me kan?
because you know that i'll always be there for you wht. -_-
but you just take things for granted.
heartpain sia.
life's like cibai -.-

Tmrw working till 5, then having an interview at 4!
aduiiiiiiiiiiiii, mcm mane ni.
sialxz betolxz ahxz. -________-

talking to you brings a thousand of memories i told myself to forget. ):
tmrw's working. nevermind, wednesday get my payyy. ^^
i feel like going out. with you! but, sigh*
ape nk buat -_______-
makkauuu, asl aku feeling feeling siak.
i wna go wild wild wettttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt! )))):

Why you like treating me this way?
I admit, im stupid, and im useless.
Dont talk to me.
Hais.

vomited twice just now. i just dont feel right.
im sick):
im weak):

tell me what am i supposed to do.
oh my god. i rather die than being like this. ):

SUME AKU BUAT SALAH!
SALAH DAN SALAH.
FOREVER AND ALWAYS!
OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY,
NO WORRIES. I'LL CHANGE,
TO THE WORSTTTTTTTTT.

I know i suck in everything.
i know now is not the right time to find true love?
im just seventeen, yes still a kiddo.
i'll just let it comes naturally.
fuck all this shitxz. -_____________-

im down w fever.
high fever):
my temp was 39.
hais, i tried to be strong, but i cried.
i just cant take it yesterday.
bye luvs ):

been working these few days.
hahahah, it's been great for me. (:
i just enjoy myself.
but of cos, my mind always think of you):
ok whatever, insyAllah eh my love for you will stay strong.
kimak, mcm sial je.
kau tng happy happy dgan tu pompan, aku pat sni mcm org giler.
hah. nevermind, i believe in what you say that day.
hah! go tell her everything lah bodo. i know you scared of losing her.
wtf, biase ahhhhh, k whatever fuck.
ijustwnasayplsdontuseme.
my body's all aching.
better get a rest now.

Why am i feeling like this nowadays):
i just feel different.
im sick.
im sick.
im sick.
im weak.
im weak.
im weak.
maybe becos of thinking bout you too much?
i fall sick just becos of thingking bout you?
hah, whatthefuck. ohmygoooodddddddddddd! o.o

Does she really know you like i know you, all the little things?
Does she really loves you, like i love you, how can she compete?
If she makes me fight for you, die for you, would she do the same?
This is turning into way more than a game.
She dont want to leave, and i dont want to go,
She dont want to leave and i dont want to fight this kind of war.
Wish I could take it back when i had you
Im always thinking that i can have you.
After all the things that we've been through, why you let all this happen?
you can make me go crazy you know and you wont understand.

stayed at home the whole day. ):
idk why i feel so restless. *sigh.
yesterday me & azlina paitau keje to day also
the supervisor called me, i didnt ans^^
good uh, but thennnnnnnnnnnnnn, idk what will happen.
hope this wed get the pay then alhamdulillah uh.

i miss working hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee))))):
but i just hate it. bleahhhhs~

I just follow the flow.
k whatever.
im down with flu confirm tk lame lagi demam punyerrr -.-
mepek uhhhh siaaaaaaa. aduiiiiiiiiii.

worked today. ):
VERY tired. tmrw's sunday,
and have to work again):
nevermind, atleast i earn $$$.
aww, just now went to escape theme park after work with the rock.(omg, she gonna kill me!) *smile widely*
haha, tak reti penat lah kan kiter. didnt plan it anyway, we were like, -k jom pegi!
whoaaaaaa, it was awesome! hahaha.
get to shout all my heart out. best ahh! tmpt beach tk gerek pekik mcm org giler. escape ah best! i released my stress by shouting and thinking how mean you are by just dumping me like tht.
okay, i wna eat.
<3

i change becos you change.

ok, ni cool \m/

aniq so cute, love him!

byebye long hair imy):

you know im trying my best to change. cos i know you dont like it when i smoke, you dont like it when my hair is short i know it's ugly and that makes you hate me even more. that's good, so you can be faithful to her (:

can i die i dont think it's worth living anymore):
can i die cos youre not with me anymore):
one day, youll realise *sighh.

Someone asked me if i missed you
i closed my eyes and then walked away then i whispered,
"i missed him so much, more than ever cause i just cant smile like nothings wrong. talk like everything's fine.
act it's all a dream and and pretend it's not hurting me."
i dont want to stress myself thinking of you while youre happy with other girls.
haha, for what? iwanttodrinkpleaseiwantitsobad):
idontwanttothinkofthese,it'lljustmakemefeeldown.
sampaibilerkannkgini. mightaswellidrink,socanforgeteverything.
imjustnotmyself. -__________________________-
shitxz.

Im wondering what you are doing now.
How are you?
Have you eaten?
omgawddddd, aduiii.
i hate you for doing this to me.
but i miss you.
noone knows how i feel. ):
noone understands me, thts the problem.
*SIGH.
i know i must forget about you.
cos im no longer yours. youre hers.
she can replace me what. go ahead.
heh. ive never ever give up on you.
but i gave up alr after what youve done to me.
why must the one that i hate, come but then the one i love, go.
i miss you but i dont love you. maybe you reading this uh?
good uh! good! so you know how much i hate you.

just came back. haiya, im tired. really tired.
praying so hard that bestfriend will come to work tmrw.
amin, cos she have interview. alaaaaa, interview mane mane bole.
biler biler pun bole^^
haiya, all because of that (insertname) ah. SEBOK. -.-
k whatever.
i wanna eat now, jempot(:
ohya, I AM SO WORRIED AABOUT YOUUU):

nk keje carik uh keje sorg.
takde kwn tu pasal.
da terang dier tng keje ngn aku pe.
abeh kau sebok. aduiii.
kau peh pasal la.
last ah last,
SEBOK JE KAUUUUUU. hahha.
SEBOK SIA KAU. knape kau sebok.

new hair, new look, new me.
yes let me repaet, NEW ME.
yay. i just wna have fun.
goodbye~
iwanttodrink):

had a long conversation with you yesterday.
i guess that's the end lah.
yala, i know that ive been saying THE END for 34682648923times.
how can i forget you when youre always on my mind?
you hurt me deeply and you let me suffer.
i have so so many things to type down.
i'll continue later.
i wna cut my hair and i just dont want to be the same anymore.
<3

just came back form work, tiring sia.
hah keje mane nk penat pantat.
adui, my body all aching. );
im just too stress right now.
baby i need you.

going to work today.
): must be tiring kann.
nvm, got azlina confirm ookay wannnn!
goodbye to you.

please go and die.

why you treating me this way?
you dumped me just like that?
comeon laaaaaa, you think this is a game?
why must you do this to me?
sdfcnmaisdffffffffffffffffruiaejfnnkzx cnsdncksdcndc
FUCK!

last two words for you ah,
fuck off!!
I GIVE UP!

biler kau klua ngn dier pon baju same macam kau klua ngn aku.
kau jugak yang cakap dietu bitch.
whymustyoudothistome.
okijustkeepquietandigiveupbyeandfuckoff.

Boohoo, too bad lor kalau kau tk suker. ):
Gy mati -.-
goodbye to you.

i saw you, i wanted you, i got you, i liked you, i loved you, ive lost you,

AND NOW,

I MISS YOU.

I know my blog skin sux. K wtv. -.-
im alone at home. and im bored. ):
i miss you so much.
i know we've nothing to do with each other.
but hey, it's not wrong just to miss you only, right?
but atleast i get to chat with you and webcammed with you. :D
but still, i miss you.
heh.

mns, i miss you.
i miss you.

[Hahaha, aku nyer suker lahh nk ckp ape.
mns ke, muhd nur syakir ker]
susahkan kau isit.
kau nk dier ke kau ape ngn dier ke kau nyer pasal.
slalu kau yang start pe, aku join in uh! fun siket.
tpi skrg kan,
you go entertain yourself okay.
kau kan suke layan diri sndiri. weeehuu.
you have your friends what, go complain to them.
they are fierce, they can help you. *wink
wooohooo.

kau pike kau hot sngt ah sampai tu duer pompan nk dgan kau?
AKU TAK FALL FOR KAU LAGIK PON.
da cukop uh kau maen maen dgan prasaan aku.
haha. bodoh eh tu pompan(s).
kesian pulak. nk blang, tapi ahhh tkpe.
tk nk masok campor. (:

"If you can say it, then you can have it,
so dont hesitate to voice your desires and you can get whom you want,
Chances that you will be hearing news taht make not only your heart go pitter pat,
but whom the person you desire as well"
my horoscope for today.
idk why i keep on believing in this.
mcm betol sia,
oh yah, im prepared for all these shits.

Bye Bye CHAICHEE. ):
yes, i know it's sad to leave that school and im gonna miss school so much.
cos, everything started there.
falling in love in class. HAHAHAA.
dabes da, harlemakkkk.
takyah datang skolah lagy. till december.
i hope i'll pass my eng, mt, sci. amin.
ohhhhhh yaaaaaaa, im just so happy today.
happy cos tmrw no need to wake up early anymoreeee yesssa!
im sorry if i cant fulfill your promise to go in to sec 5.
haha. AKU TAKNAK PONN. buat saket hati je tgk kau kan pompans tu. (:
buat ape?
yayyyyy, going to look for job.
goodbye to you.

no one knows how exactly i feel.
aduii, i cant concentrate just now.
physics chem can do it lah. but history.
slept at 3 am yesterday because i cant sleep after talking to you. *sigh.
why must this happen to me. haiyaaaaa.
kimak! if only i study -.-
aduiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, social studies dalah tak habes not enough time.
history mepek.
confirm pecahnyer sia.
tmrw math somemore. fuck!
satu bende aku tktau.
mati mati mati.

Im bored so i checked my chinese zodiac.
for the birthdate of me and you.
:" they will not get along with each other. there will be alot of arguements and alot of frictions. but that doesnt mean they cant be together. "
ya, it's true about the arguements.
and i believe in being together.
insyAllah.
ya, i better revise my physics now.
another 4 or 5 more days of schl.
then im out of hell.
byeee.
i still love you,
since 11july2007 ):

ohmygod.
i feel like crying ):
nevermind, im trying to be strong.
why should i be crying because of you?
why must i be thinking about you while youre having fun with other girls?
*sighhhhh.
i cried when i talked to your mum just now.
"cik lagi hmm suke la die kwan dgan shahidahh..."
i just smileeeee.
heee, aqilah and azlina know that i cried.
i cried infront of his mum eh.
paisehnyeerrrrr -.-
i hope her prayers will come true. amin. (:
oh yah, not forgetting what she said "kalau ader jodoh, tkkan kemaneeee"
entahlah. go have fun first.
imyimyimy, comebackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
aduiiiiiiiii
k no i dont think so
haiyayyaaaa
nights.

HAHA.
i dont want to stress myself thinking bout you cos i know evry single thing alr.
aku tak bodo macam budak tu.
maseh bleh hegeh hegeh eh.
kalau aku jadi die, aku angkat kaki jalan sia. :D
buang maserr jeeee~
buat pe nk saket hati, pecah otak nanges sume untok jantan tak gune cam kau? -.-
hahaaaa.
nvm, aslkan kau bahagie.
niways, have fun doing this.
karma will hit you back.
JS TETAP JS.
oh yaaa, last!
i want my beg back.
kalau nak beg, ask from your girls lahh! blablabla.
kfulllstop!

you think i care uhhh?
isap uhhh -.-

yessssa, tmrw not coming.
getting lazy to come to schl nowadays.
sumpah tkde mood. -.-
how i wish i can be happy like others?
K.
i want you.
yes, all i want is you.
i want us to be like lasttime.
the problem is, ME.
yes i knw. always and forever it'll be me.
im glad that you came yesterday, knowing all my relatives.
insyA'llah okay. yayayay, now i dont wna talk about that.
cos i dont wna be sad and hurt.
you just go and continue whatever you wna do okayy.
maybe somedayyy, we will meet againnnnn.
*HUGE SIGH!

lazy of everything in life. fuck!

You want to hide things from me? AGAIN?
Go ahead. AKU DA MALAS. I wna stop playing this game.
Mcm gini uh jantan sundal.
Tk pasal ah kau nk ckp aku ape, k yang penting kau jantan sundal ah! (:
pukimakkkkkkkkk. haha.
damn it sia, asl aku peh bodoh uhh!
oh ya, kau pon bukannyer aku punye, so ya suke hati kau nk gy menyundal ngn pompan mane.
aku tk heran lagi k. let's see how far you will go.
takot peh nk angkat talipon? da buat taik beh takot.
ni uh kau, kau memang slalu gini pe.
ingat eh, starting from now on aku da takder heran. buat ape kau nk.
gy mampos ngn kau!!
hahaha, bestfriend dgan adek dier, yang kau pulak dgan kakak die.
sweet kahpeeee! lagi sweet taik aku sial. bodo nk mampos.
haha, kau bleh gy mampos~
mati pon baekkkk. byyee! WINK! :D

I'll not be that active on facebook anymore i think.
just for awhile ahhh.
got to study study studyy.
lesss thann a week lahhhhhh):
then can enjoy alr! must endure.
then can throw all my books~ hahahaa.
OH YA, tk payah nk dtg skola lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
mesti best sia fuhh yooooo.
k i better study now. :D

Ya'allah. why you keep on repeating the same thing uh?
"you have other guys already kan tht's why"
ape kau mepekkkkkkkkkkkkkk -.-
i told you alr, lepas nlevel...
part mane you dont understand ni?
stop it lah. i love you, only you!
hahaha. kasi dier feeling feeling hope kejap uh yerrr. :D
let me suffer first.
org kater ader, susah susah dulu senang senang kemudian. :D
jeng jeng jeng.
kda, i have no more time to update. i wna play gameeee!
(L)ove you,
L L L L L.

Why must everything happen to me?
Tell me ah why i deserve this?
nlevel coming sia. why you giving me so much problem.
haissssssssssssssss.

Remember, i didnt walk away, but you let me go.

yela. aku kan siape lagy untok kau.
nevermind. maybe someday youll miss me like how im missing you right now.
mns<3
i dont have the mood to come to schl tmrw.
very lazy already. haiyayay!

thank you for hurting me so much again and again.
im tired you know. what the fuck. -.-

yesterday, my parents talked about you.
fuck la. i just kept quiet. idk what to say~
i seriously dont know what to say.
fuck you for making me fall for you.
you dont know how much it hurts.
baek ah! you and your stupid motherfucking promises ehhhh.

I realised somtg nowwww.
tkpe korang go ahead kay.
k la, gtg and help my sister in the kitchen.

I realised somtg nowwww.
tkpe korang go ahead kay.
k la, gtg and help my sister in the kitchen.

thunder, lightning.

going to be busy these dayssssss.
confirm facebook pon da tak active sngt.
hmm, nehmind. still got hp bole msg2 and hello2.
(:
i lurrpppppppppp youuuuuuuuuuu
but things will be diff next yearrrr
i try to go sec 5 then can be with you jugak kay next yearr
as i promise you alr,
i'll try okayyyy

social studies just now ehhh.
i thought what i studied didnt come out.
but, im glad ahh cos aku boley buat cam air. (ceh step confident je eh)
BUT!! not enough time.
i didnt finish my essayyyyyy
fark! mcm common test gitu siaaaaaa aku buat.
padehal ni N siaaaaaa.
aduiiiii.
just prepare to fail my ss.
and, i have to do well in my hist.
god, please gimme strength.
amin.

you gonna miss me?
im gonna miss you tooooooooo.
things are just not okayy nowadays.
nehmind. i dont wna think so much cos nlevel da start
bye bye love.
meet you in my dreamssssssssssss
lurpppp youuuuuu.

I lurp youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, honeyybeeeeee. (:
ahh, tmrw ss paper.
wah fuckkkkkk
have to memorise alot of things ehhhhh
sialxzxz ahhhhhh

"lu mau biken wa susah?
wa biken lu lagi susah k k k. "
i think it's 8 more days to nlevel.
aduiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

i have alot of pictures tapi malasnyer lahhh nk uploadddd.
nk blaja lagik~
haiyayayaaaa. nanti k k k.

yay yay yay!
tmrw not coming to school.
fuuhhh.
seriously ah, youre getting more iritatting uhh.
eh aku tk pasal la, aku tk pasal.
aku sorang sorang pon okay.
kay?
wtf -.-

fuck you and your ego la.
dont you think that this is karma?
sialaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. -.-
and oh, im starting to be lazy to come to schl uhs.
haha. suke la kau eh.
seriously ah, i dont feel like sitting in class.
hah.
bitch~

when im free, then i'll update my blog okay.
nowadays, life is a bitch to me.
family? relationship? hah.
go to hell la. im just concentrating with my N's.
but, it's just keeps bothering me.
omygod, please gimme strength to go through all these.
haisssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
tc loves.

wassup with the pauto thing?
what the fuck sia. loser -.-

yela, part bermasalah je carik aku.
TRUE FRIENDS ARE REALLY HARD TO FIND.
it's okay.
i'll just follow with the flow~
everything happens for a reason.
i dun wna talk about this cos it's just making me feel down.
hah. wtv kay -.-

yela. aku selalu kene gini pe.
gasak korg la kay.
all the best. (:
aku buat hal sndiri je kay.
i dont feel sad, i dont feel anything.
ya, bye.

alamak, lu banyak ngek ngok la.
diam sudah la.
habis cerita.
k bye. malas malas malas.
wna study for tmrw's ss!
where got time nak pike ni sume skrg.
lpas N baru k.
bye bye bye.

It needs two hands to clap what?
kau mesti tahu pe.
then why putting the blame on me.
ah fuck.
now what? now what?
aku malas ahh.
k la bye la.

k ni last kopek nyer.

serious, aku tknk fike fike lagi.

i will always remember you okay.

this is the best way.

you dont trust me kn?

we'll see.

i'll prove it to you.

till here.

terima kasih cinta, untuk segalanyaa~

i promised myself that i wont be in love and dont wanna be in love.

i wanna concentrate on my N's!!

ah fuck kay bye!

being single is the only way.
please, i cant take this burden any longer ah.
i cant, i wont, i dont wanna be with you.
i just, cant. serious.
there's somebody who needs you more than me.
there's somebody who loves you more than me.
please go with the one who needs you.
kimak ahh, tkder org phm siaaaaaaaaaa.
hasudgajkdbcefgsdhgwuasbckwe!!
i wanna be stress-free.
please la please la.

ok fine.
AKU PERAMPAS PE.
if you dont know anything,
just shut the fuck up okay?
it's his decision.
so what now?
you can call me whatever you want kay.
i dont give a fuck.
sampai kau puas kay babe!
and to you,
kalau kau nk dier, amek la.
I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM.
IM NOT WITH HIM.
wtf -.-
haiyaya~

WE WONT GO FAR.
TRUST ME, WE WONT GO FAR.
i didnt promise you anything.
ok, wtv -.-

What a day.
Late for school, have to serve detention somemore.
Have a lil bit misunderstanding with dearest.
prelims starts tmrw, and my n's coming sooooooonnnnnn.
okay, i gotta go now.
i know you love me, but i love you more.

My faith is shaking,
but i got to keep on trying.
wtfffffff, prelims coming.
i know i can do it lahhh.
IF i work hard now.
insyallah. must concentrate more, on my studies.
i know you wont believe it, but im serious~
hah! (:
so long, suckaaaaaaa~

Kl was fun okay! very funnnn.
little pics only cos my memory card lost. k, wtf. -.-
didnt turn up for school today cos lazy and tired.
i dont have much to say now.
waiting for buka. *smiles!
for my own sake, i've told him evrything.
i mean, the truth uhh.
i felt relieved now.
the truth is the only way yknw. (:
like, at last! phew.
gtg, <333

going to kl in about a few hours later.
ya, what a fucking day eh eh eh.
06 aug.
everything fucked up, like seriously.
but i did enjoy with you guys at the beach.
gonna miss you all. (:
i just dont know what to do now.
seriously, i dont what to do.
i cant trust anyone else right now, except for myself.
i'll just wait and see.
hah, they said, "biar org buat kiter, jangan kiter buat org"
k fine.
im chilling~
fucking shit lahhh!
im just stressed up.
wtf wtf wtf.
kau suke pe aku cam giniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~
-.-

Youre so cute, my dear.
"I SAY I LOVE YOU, MEANS I LOVE YOU LAAAA!"
hahahahaaaa.
im just too lazy to go to schl tmrw, but nvm.
must work hard. prelims coming. -.- oh shit!
and because (L) is coming too. (:
okay, i wanna sleep nights.
nights people. <3

shit laaa. prelims coming and i can still slack ehh.
omg, i dont wanna continue this way.
k bye, wna do my revision.
(L)!

I know you have feelings for him, kn babe? (:
Hahah, step muke blurr blurr je kau!
Step tkder bende jadi gtu.
Mampos~
tapi bagos ah,
so he wont disturb me anymore!
yesssaaaaaa.
kla, i dont wanna waste my time posting about you lah.
tk kuase lah aku.
nash nash. asl la kau fake sngt eh? stop pretending.
k bye!

Why cant you just let me go eh?
Stop it with your sweet talks laa.
It doesnt works on me now.
I dont care okay. so ya, tc!
hahahahha. youre just so funny mother fucker.
get a life, boy.
i mean, nashriq!
erg!

chalet chalet chalet.

1st day je da maen prank prank siak. nnbccb! siak ahh.

k da.

& the rest is just pictures ok.
NOTHING MORE THAN FRIENDS.

get this right bitch. -.-

ahahahaa! oops! sorry yann! hahahaaa.

k done. apape ader, aku upload aje lor.
nytessss<3333333