"Tattoed your name across my heart,
it will remain, even death cant do us apart."
I wrote this on my table. Heh!

School was okay.
Fuck kama mahhhnnnnn! BECAUSE OF HIM LA, TROS SUMER KECO!
sial lu. hees. keco giler siak. laughed all day long siahhhhh!
babe, aku tak buat salah ngn kau, jadi kau tak perlu stare stare aku gtu mcm k?! ;D
iritatting! hahah.
im fucking tired siah!
kbye.

You said that i was the girl, i was the one.

I dont know how to act and what to say now.

But i know that im gonna be good and i'll be okay.

ouhkay fine, i'll just stop fucking thinking/talking about you okay.
i'll just keep it to myself.
from now on, i'll promise myself to throw away this feelings far away okay.
i wont look/talk to you anymore cos i dont wna fight with your precious girl.
aku takder hak nak sayang/rindu kau. kau bukan aku punye.
i'll do anything just to see you happy.
eventhough it hurts alot.
i'll stop now. tc.

Ms tan bought that (Secret Recipe chocolate brownie for those birthday in feb/mar/april.)

She's a nice teacher actually uh. tapi dier pey iritatting tuh! kimek, tak tahan dok! :D
Everything's okay alr between me and kama.
Ya, we're classmates. No time for enemies.
We'll be there to support one another.
So ya, love you guys. Cos' without you guys,
im nothing. You guys just made my days in school.
Hope we'll do well in our exams.
Tc<3

I hope that we five can make it to sec 5 and do well in exams. amin!
Untuk lagi satu tu, da gone case ah. cos' kau nak iritatting sngt pe.
hah, just change la. entah la if you still wna continue, it's you problem.
i can only say, G T H. haha, mr chia's word. go to hell! :D
school was okay today. alot of funny things happen.
standard ah, ader aqilah, azlina and that two annoying boys kecoh sia.
mepek mepek sume.
haha. ok, i wna revise my math.
bye!
YAN PAITAU! KATER JE NAK BLAJA! babi kau~
standard uh, yan plan slalu tak jadi. :D
da paham da~

GUYS ARE JUST BASTERDS.

serious sia. they just come when they feel they miss and wanna use you.

im still keeping this as a secret between us okay.

i feel like telling your fucking girl sia. but hey, aku-pandang-kau-punye-pasal. okay?

then why are you making me like your stok-pakai-buang siulxzxzx?

kau pke aku ape. that's the fucking reasong why i stare you in school today okay.

i feel like slapping your face. atleast bilang aku ah aku paham.

kau macam macam ah kan.

hah. just continue what youre doing mahn!

it's fine with me.

aku sabar je. cos it is a secret between us.

baek baek sudah.

so ya. bye.

school was okay, but to that certain people.
please uh sia. stop it ah, org tak kacau kau, so kau tak payah musoh-musoh dgan org.
lagipon kiter tak perlu org mcm kau in the class. heeees.
dulu kau mane campor kiter sia? beh skrg nak sebok plak. -.-'
gasak kau la. try your best! :D

KAU FAKE JE BODOH!
sialaaaaaaaaaaaa, asal aku bodoh sngt siakkkkk!
sial la.
why must i still cry and think of you sia?
kimak, gy mampos ngan kau!
aku stakat bahan seminit kau je peeeeeeee.
jangan sampai aku pecah rahsie sua eyhhh.
oh-sorry lah. aku taknak rosakkan relationship orang siulxzxz.
sayang kau pey pasal lah eh! hahahah.
sayang? wait a minute.
i feel bad la kan to still miss/love you.
go on with your fucking love life.
ingat eh. hmm. ingat je ah!
aku tknk bukak mulot. nnti kecoh. :D
go on, last long. stay strong!
now, i can only see you both happy! bagos ah.
aku da taknak masok campor.
k bye.

i wanna play chopstick with you again!
i miss you. eventhough it's just 3days.
omg. -.- k shhh~
i hate being in school.
i hate being at home.
sume mcm siak ah.
it's ok if i have to be alone all the way.
i only have my bestfriend now.
friends? hah. sume FAKE JE PE DORG! da malas ah~
kbye.

HAHEHU. you guys dont know anything pe? diam diam sudah. :D
school suck today. like seriously, have been tolerating with that stupid boy in my class.
standard ah, dier kan STEP GEREK nye org? paham paham ah kanns? :D
kimak, aku bukan bahan kau, untok kau buat pakai gitu tau. irritatting pe.
mane pegi prangai lame kau sia?
kau kater je nak paham aku! sudahlaaaaaa.
siala, seriously sia.
i feel lazy to come to school sia nowadays.
haissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
i hate life la.

i just miss you. *sigh*
bye.

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR YOU, SUCKAAAAAAAA! (:
ey bodo, if you hate him so much.
go to his face and fucking tell him straight forward uh sia.
what's that got to do with me sia? fuck you lah!
dala suke attract attention, iritatting nak mampos.
you think people like you? haha. aku bley ketawer je la sia. stoops!
nak step mane pey "CHONG" ahh kirekan? nak step big fark ah? kirekan sume ikot kau ah?
kau mane pey besar siak? agak agak bro! haha. go fly kite lah chawcibai! like you always do what! haha. malas mau layan orang yang nak prangai tak tentu pasal.
lastly, fuckyou ahhh.

school as pernormal. -.-
have to run 2.4km during p.e just now.
everyone passed. that's good!
then went for enrichment class, magic magic siol. it was awesome.
hah. then netball pulak sia. -.-
azlina tunggu siol.
it was fun. :D:D
then kama mepek mepek sume. haha!
then have to stop cos ader lighting alert.
LIGHTNING? hah!
im glad that youre fine and youre happy.
takecare.

HAPPY ADVANCED B'DAY KAMARUDDIN BIN KHIRMAN.
da 17 siolxzxzxzx. agak agak bro! :D
damn it, today's sunday. and i still have to work.
Let me repeat again. TODAY'S SUNDAY, AND TODAY'S ELEVEN!
TODAY'S ELEVEN EVERYBODY! hah.
you know la kan. toobad, it's over.
but this date i will always rmbr. hah!
going to be home at 12midnight sia. but nevermind, i enjoy working.
hahehu. okay, ive gotta do my homework right now.
whatever fuck. -.-

And I just can't believe we ain't together
And I just can't believe my first love won't be around
My first love, broke my heart for the first time. (Coz ive like break his heart for 987785421times)
And now my heart is breaking.
It's like cibai cibai cibai. Wahhhfuck! Bye.
Midyear's coming and im still slacking.
It's just like the end of the world siah. Fuck!

BABY ARE YOU DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN~

Dee gimme this note in the bus. -"Cheer up, i know how it feels. :D"
i give it to her back during recess time, -"Cheer up, everything's gonna be okey! :D"
Hais, Same lah kiter kan. Hmm. Jantan memang sume same. SUNDAL. hahs!
feeling like killing them kan! macam nak maki dorg satu bakol gitu siak.
ergh. i miss you, i miss you, i miss you fucker!
please la, i cant stand this anymore.
it's true what dee said, he come and go.
he come, then go, then come then go. and i guess he wont comeback.
hah. this fucking shit is fucking killing me siah.
i just cant concentrate nowadays. you meant everything to me.
tapi aku tknk kacau kau! camne sia niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! sial laaaaaaaaaa.
takkan everyday aku nk gini siah?

IM GOING CRAZY WITHOUT YOU!
IT'S KILLING ME INSIDE!
ARGGHHHH!
This is what i hate for loving you.
i wanna kill myself.
i wanna smoke.
i wanna drink.
i wanna pierce.
i wanna take drugs.
i wanna have tattoos.
i wanna spoil myself.
because i just cant live without you.
because youre evverything.
im trying okay, im trying.
you people just dont understand.
aku takder niat dok nak rampas kau dari org yng kau syg.
lek ah, aku pon ader prasaan. hehs. i dont wna go schl thinking of all these stuffs. wtf!
urgh! comeon la shahidah, it's over. can someone just slap my face and tell me it's not worth it to cry. cause i dont wna be like this all the time! ahhhh, kau peh pasal lah kays!
erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

I JUST CANT STOP THINKING OF YOU.

"Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

do you know youre unlike any other you'll always

be my thunder, i dont wanna love another."

HAH, sweet talk motha fuckaaaa.

Rmbr this stupid logo? Fuck lahhhhhh. I wanna get over this!

studied yesterday. ya, ask kama wheather we study anort. hah!

kechio~ ya he made my day yesterday. thank you kawan! (:

today, kene kacau dgan aniz & dee. siol bodoh korg!

aniz: "SISTER SIOLLL"

dee: "EX DIE SIOLL"

lpas satu, satu.

hahahahah. suar betol.

okay, i got to do my pearl habour homework.

*peace*

Yeay, today not working.
going out to study later.
i wna have a peace mind.

I HATE THIS FEELING.

im not acting good lah siulxz.
hehs. i have no time to act good.
like i say, i just wna be good. peh pasal lah aku nak buat ape.
you have you own sweet mother fucking life alr pe? go on.
do dont wanna disturb you.
but it seems like i cant stop thinking of you while im working yesterday.
chibai sia, this is what i hate! i need my friends, to just make me happy.
so that i can forget everything, please.
i dont need a boyfriend to live, to make me forget this shit.
i just need my friends. (:
i'll pray every night that i'll forget about you.
of course it's hard la. comeon la, 3years siak on/off.
bey maciam maciam plak tu.
if forgetting you takes me not to walk at every single place that we've been to,
then i'll do it. ergh~
no one understands this feelings that i have.
i have to stop all this, i have to stop thinking of you lah bloody stupid human.

SO LONG SUCKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
i wna be happy. *smiles*

Im glad that youve found a replacement. (:
Good luck and all the best you both.
Hah, so much of your stupid promises! You stupid jerky jerk! Haha. Okay, i dont wna talk about this and i dont wna interfere anything. Haha. May you both lastlong. Jealous? Ya la, it's normal. But im not anymore! Bahhhh~
Im moving on my life as pernormal.
I have to concentrate more on my studies.
You know what i want now?
I just wna be happy! Heeee.
Working later. Damnnnn!

"It takes a minute to like someone, and hour to love someone, but to forget someone takes a life time."

Why im being sucha bitch and i cant get over it?
Come on la, i wouldnt want my life to still be the same.
I have to be strong and move on. Hah!
Come on shahidah, forget everything, everything about your fucking relationship.
I wanna meet someone that have super natural powers and can make me forget about YOU, STUPID JERK.