shahidahaireel.

2012-01-22T01:05:00.002+08:00

there is seriously no use of me wasting my tears for you..
really. if you really love me you will hold on no matter how suckish my attitude was.
or maybe you have a girl and da jelak with me? heh. nvm la. i dont want to think much.
but if you have a girl, yea, goodluck with her.
i really dont know what i do to deserve this shit uhh seriousss.
really tired. nvm la, it's time to move on and focus on my studies..
i know who i am.
maybe without me you can live,
but without you seriously my life changed.
heh, but its okay laaa.
wish you all the best.
maybe what i sacrifice is not enough for you..
just goodluck la for you. tc

2011-10-27T20:38:00.003+08:00

i really miss this moment.

30/01/2011.

the times when you treat me like your lady.

the times when you know how to takecare of my heart.

the times when i was your first in everything you do.

but, after the 09 months that ive been through to you, you really really changed alot.

i've known you from november last year.

and we are together on 30 jan this year.

after this long of knowing you, you really changed alot haireel..

slowly i get to know your attitude.

and now, i really know the real you.

i change for you, but do you?

): im really sad.

i dont know what else to do to make our relationship maintain.

i do my part already.

you wna maki me and stuffs, i just take it easy.

now, youre really change alot.

im not your first anymore.

now, youre going out with your friends quite a few times already.

i give you the permission la ok. it's just that im scared.

fml la.

with me, you have no life? im not your wife who am i to control you kan? alright.

now, i give you already. you can go out with them, but i can go out with my friends too kan?

jadi fair. but you still attitude. hais. i know nothing is called a perfect relationship.

but seriously not fair, im being so kind to you, and you give me this kind of attitude.

nvm, as long as im alive, i'l just be patience.

just tell me if you dont love me anymore.

hope one day youl realize how much i mean to you.

just think how much i went through JUST FOR YOU.

just think.

i love you. i just need you to respect me as your gf? treat me right? treat me like your lady?

nvm la, i also cannot ask you to be what i want you to be. you also wouldnt listen.

it's ok for me to cry everyday. just hope one day you realize and youl regret for what youve done to me.

i just miss our 1st month of our relationship.

last time i was the first in everything but now...

i feel like a trash.

nvm, i still love you.hurt my feelings for however you want. i'l just be patience

2011-10-23T23:00:00.003+08:00

wah, you dont care? good for you la.

you also busy what now. maybe youve found one already.

good for you. happy for you.

alright, i'l not waste my time on blog anymore.

it's me who wanted it what, why must i post all these?

hah. you happy already. okay then. wont disturb you and your life now.\

may you be happy always

fuck everything

2011-10-23T22:24:00.003+08:00

i dont wanna say anything anymore. this is my karma.

seriously. just fuck my life.

things will change already. Allah, please gimme strength.

i still love him. but i just cant and dont want to be a fool.

may he be happy with his next.

things will change now.

thats all.

2011-10-23T21:24:00.003+08:00

thank you for the 09 months.

ini ape aku dapat. aku being treated like shit.

you really should learn more about love.

i sacrificed alot. and this is what i get back in return.

im just a normal person.

i have no looks, nothing. my attitude sucks too.

maybe i just dont deserve you. you desrve better girls that can understand you, trust you and all.

not me, im just a piece of shit. it's okay, after this i'l just live on my own.

i'l be okay. i'l be strong. i wont trust boys anymore.

da cukup aku sakit hati. da cukup.

thanks.

2011-10-23T21:22:00.002+08:00

kenapa mesti aku yang deserve ni sume.

kimak padehal aku setia gila babi aku kene treated this way eh.

ape sia. tak fair langsung ah. da cukup ah aku sakit hati. cukup ah

2011-10-23T21:14:00.003+08:00

tell me ah SHOULD I STAY IF A GUY IS TREATING ME LIKE FUCK!

TELL ME AH WHAT SHOULD I DO!

JUST BE PATIENCE? SABAR SAMPAI MATI KE APE.

KIMAK, YOURE REALLY MAKING ME LIKE AS IF I HAVE NO FEELINGS AT ALL.

TAKPELA. STRESS STRESS PUN BAGUS KAN TAK LAMA LAGI AKU MATI.

ITS OK LA. I DONT GIVE A SHIT AH. TAK DA GUNANYE LA SIA AKU BERUBAH.

PALA BUTO, SUME AKU AKU AKU. AKU YANG KENE TANGONG SEMUA.

PART AKU SUME SALAH PART KAU SUME NAK KENE BETOL.

PEGI MAMPUS

2011-10-23T18:49:00.002+08:00

sume aku buat sume tk betol.

buto la. mati pun cantik ah.

i want to die

2011-10-22T23:48:00.004+08:00

oh god, please gimme strength. im not strong to handle all these all by my own.

why must you be treating me this way? if you dont want me anymore.

just tell me okay. dont find fault with me.

aku pun ader perasaan la sia. sume part aku salah, part dia betul.

ape sia ni? im sick and you should be treating me nicely. but now, it's worst.

nvm la, i know la who i am k. siape sia nak aku. if you wna leave me, just tell k.

no need to find fault and treat me like fuck! i have feelings ok.

mcm sial ah.

nnt satu hari baru tahu menyesal.

sabar shahidah, selagi bole sabar, sabar.

im just fucking stress. bagus la buat aku stress lagi.

best ah sia pompan mcm aku ni dapat treated this way!!!!!!!!

ape gunanye berubah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-10-18T22:25:00.004+08:00

i love you sayang.

2011-10-18T22:18:00.005+08:00

now, i really need to stay strong.

really shocked after what had happened.

just need baby with me.

thank you for showing me that you care and i will always stay strong.

and to my dad, thank you for giving me your support.

i love you.

2011-10-07T21:04:00.002+08:00

im just not in the mood right now i dont know why. i dont feel right.

fuck this feeling!

2011-10-05T23:05:00.003+08:00

lips da macam sama. (;

just came back from meeting baby after 5 days tak jumpa!?! *down mood.

hais. im really going to miss you cos one month youre going in. )):

alaaaa. rinduuuu.

haireel sayang, youre the best among the rest.

i know that somtimes i get angry and we quarrel, i always say that,

'jantan sundal, tak guna all' NO okay. i dont mean it.

it's just that im angry and im letting it out. but seriously i dont mean it.

you really change me alot. you change me into a good person.

to stick to one, to be faithful, seriously this is the greatest gift from above.

2011-10-02T20:11:00.006+08:00

25-29sept.

the four days with you was awesome sayang. tapi ada cockup jugak ah. -.-

love you sayang. miss you ):

2011-10-02T19:42:00.003+08:00

behind all these, i have to admit that we always fight.

yes, always. and i always asked for a break up without thinking, it's just my ego.

#fuck.

but he didnt accept it. untill one day, when i asked for it, then he really accept it.

then i was like oh my god. for real? but then i realised that, org sabar, sabar pun mesti ada limit kan. yeah, blame myself for that. but now, im trying my best to chill uhh. eventhough we always fight, i still love you okay. my feelings for you tak pernah berubah. hmmp, and oh sometimes, you dont know how much i love you. i mean, you still havent see. belum nampak lagi. nvm, i'l just be patient. hais. hope we'l last. i really need you in my life. no matter how hard the situation is, i promise myself that i wont leave you. i love you.

i dont want to lose you. i just cant! youre the best among the best. i swear.

2011-10-02T12:49:00.002+08:00

26 june.

2011-09-21T15:06:00.002+08:00

haireel sayang, i cant believe that we've gone through this far.

fuck yeah it's just 8 months, but seriously we've gone through alot.

thank you for staying with me and tolerate all my nonsense.

actually, i have no idea that we can last long. but we did. woohoo.

insyaAllah. i love you forever baby, i mean it.

i miss you ): cepat lah klua. i wanna meet you wanna hug you.

tak sabar ni nak tent lagi with you. hohohoh.

you'll be always in my heart.

I MISS YOU LAH! ):

i enjoy every minute every second with you.

2011-09-21T14:54:00.008+08:00

omg, youre so gonna kill me right. hehehe.

2011-09-21T14:37:00.002+08:00

skinhead for life ^^

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

omggggggg, hehehhehehehhehe.

2011-09-21T14:04:00.009+08:00

2011-09-11T19:40:00.008+08:00

sayang you haireel. <3

2011-08-20T13:41:00.009+08:00

I cant promise you a perfect relationship, but i can promise you that if youre trying then im staying!
eventhough we've alot of arguements throughout these 06 months, we're still together holding on strong. i love you baby.

2011-08-05T13:42:00.002+08:00

what goes a round comes back around. karma is bitch isnt it? *sigh.
lasttime, i used to play with guys feelings. heh. but now, nah.
crite lamer semua da habis. i have a new life already.
going to 7months, insyallah we can go far. heh.
youre really the best sayang.
i really appreciate you as my boyfriend and accept me for whoever i am.
i kno im not pretty like other girls. but th thing is that, im not like lasttime.
im faithful now. not like the past i've change. and i thank you for accpeting me for who i am.
youre the nicest and sweetest guy tht i kno. i love you!

2011-08-05T10:55:00.002+08:00

puasa already. yessa. but sadly i cannot make it for the first 6days?
heh. 3 aug accompany baby go subcourt. siala, haisss. i dont want you to go in):
so going to court again this 14sep. hope everything's will go smoothly. amin. i love you bi<3

2011-07-31T16:20:00.002+08:00

like sotong ah my face. thanks baby for celebrating with me. i love you.
happy 06months too, may we lastlong. amin!

2011-07-20T12:55:00.002+08:00

in school right now. walau, cekgu ni mcm bbl sorang seh tkder org layan. sial la. pui!
haha. now in the comp lab, and ya tunggu time nak balik je. im missing my bi so much, muhd haireel): nvm tmrw meet him. gonna hug you k. okayla, i wna sleep.
love you my bi <3

2011-07-19T13:38:00.002+08:00

dinner at sakura with family and baby. (:
haiyo bi. i miss your long hair. faster finish ns cn?
4more months. ): man man ceh lar bi.
oh ya, you know what? i love you so much. *pelok cium*

2011-07-17T10:09:00.003+08:00

2011-07-17T10:03:00.001+08:00

boyfriend came to my place, and he's here beside me right now. hehe he playing counterstrike right now. so cute, just love him so much la. heeeeee.

2011-07-01T20:49:00.002+08:00

okay must have faith in haireel, so we can go far. weee. insyallah, kalau Allah izinkan.
hmm. really fall in love with him so much. eventhough he got attitude problem. but i dont know, maybe my love for him is just too strong? ;p
okay, bye.

2011-07-01T16:45:00.004+08:00

today is really a good start of july for me.
woke up in the morning just to accompany sayang go poly. hehe. sanggup kn?
yala, cos i love him. hmm. im really speechless now, i know that sometimes im ok, somtimes im not okay with boyfriend. but what to do, it's 05 months being with him already. really really alot of things gone through with you already. you were really there accompaniying me when im in the hosp, thank you very much sayang. i love you alot~
may we last! amin.

2011-06-22T10:39:00.002+08:00

i just love my boyfriend so much.
eventhough he always and forever treat me like shit, but i just love it.
hmm, i dont know why uh but i just feel this way.
seriously he's the best.
love you, haireel.

2011-06-19T13:20:00.001+08:00

going to botanical garden alone later.
having a boyfriend like not having one.
idk what i do, but if you want to leave me, just leave.
dont let me suffer.
it's ok. i wont disturb you.

2011-06-19T12:33:00.002+08:00

ykno it's going to be five months w you.
till when i should be patience w you?
i kno this is karma, seriously i cant take this karma any loger.
i rather die. serious.

2011-05-09T09:19:00.003+08:00

MIA for the past few weeks? days? because i went to school EVERYDAY OK. (:
hmm, da berybah lah kirekan. ya, only for lastweek. this week, dunno yet.
sedangkan hari ni je aku tk dtg. (: hmm, so so tired.
just came back from malaysia yest. sempat beli ciggies there <3
and oh ya, about me and boyfriend, we're really having a hardtime.
but now, back to normal. really cannot take it that day till i asked for a break up ):
we're coming to 4 months now. and i know we can make it. because i love you so much.
now waiting for you to wake up, as usual youre sleeping like piggy. eh tak eh. (;
going out with you later. see you soon. love you, 75483 <3

2011-04-17T12:39:00.001+08:00

rindunyer biler kiter 1month. coming to 2month also happy. but now, coming to 3, haissssssssssss. susah ah. sabar aje la kan org ckp. pretend to be happy.

2011-04-17T12:32:00.002+08:00

im really being patience with you. really. it's okay if i have to cry everyday. it's ok. im really faithful with you. *fuckedup

2011-04-17T11:57:00.002+08:00

i've been crying alot these past few days about your attitude. will we last? i mean, can we last? sampai biler sey aku nak nanges je. hais. fuck my life, really. hais. im being faithful here. i kno im not perfect for you. i kno. *SIGH. stressssssss. sabar shidah. sabar.

muhd haireel!

2011-04-09T23:27:00.002+08:00

i really enjoy my time with love today. from 11 am till 11pm. 12 hours baby. cannot take it already. <3 get to swim with you, get to really sepnt time with you. hehe. you kno right how much i love you? i kno it's just been two months we've been together. and i love you so much. you never fail to make my day baby. cant afford to lose you. and i really thank god that ive found you. because youre the best. im serious about this. love you, always. oh yah, bout my schl. omg, it sucks. i just hate the course. im quitting soon. i swear. cant take it anymore. sorry guys :/ heh. but it's the best for me i think. im gonna get a job, and when the right time comes, then i study la. k? haiya, im very sleepy now. and baby's otw home. jurong somemore :/ i feel you baby. haisss. im sorry lah if i stay far frm you. ok that is okay. you jangan sleep on the road sudah :/ tkmu sey mcm mcm, you kno i love you so much kan. <3 okay, wna off now and waiting for your msg.

sampai senget.

2011-03-28T20:52:00.003+08:00

two more days and it's our second monthsary.

youre the best baby. im glad that i found you.

eventhough that youre iritatting at times.

for these past two months,

thank you for being there when the time i need you most.

though nobody is perfect in this world, youre still the best for me.

i love you wholeheartedly bay. <3

2011-02-16T01:48:00.001+08:00

Love my boyfriend so much. (:
i dont know what else to say.
love you so much baby<3

2011-02-10T21:11:00.000+08:00

2011-01-18T21:15:00.002+08:00

ITE COLLEGE EAST IS AWESOME!
awesome classmates, awesome people! :D:D
i enjoy every single day when i go to school.
tapi part bangon pagi tu, mampus aku!
mau masuk skolah lambat sia hari hari aku.
maintain je.
but seriously, awesome.
hehehehheheh.

2011-01-09T18:25:00.000+08:00

eh kau gy buang bangle aku sudah. k? bagus.
mintak kau nyer pompan ah. -.- ahhahahaha!

2011-01-04T22:26:00.002+08:00

aku tk paham betol uh ngn kau.
part of my life siol! tkleh angkat! hahah. we'll see how far you'll go uh seriously.
this year da nak masok 18, tapi pikiran maseh mcm budak 8 tahun. kesian betol lah kau nie.
lepas ni pompan mane pulak? bagus uh kau. maintain uh kau prangaii gitu mcm.
agaknye pasal kau da tak laku kot tu pasal masih nk amek budak bwh umur.
nak main pun masih underage uh! haha. gy mampus lah kau. seriously ah. buang maser aku uh!
musibat betol ah.
i want my watch, beg, EVRYTHING BACK. tlg ah. kalau hilang, kau bayar balek uh k. bdh!

2010-12-30T21:22:00.001+08:00

bestnyer feeling feeling falling in love^^
heheheeee. cheh aku mcm phm je. macam tau je die baik ke tidak -.-
ala, part ni aku malas ah~

2010-12-28T22:18:00.002+08:00

hi it's been a long time i've never update my blog. i miss my ex lovely boyfriend.
oh why should i say lovely? hah! padehal die yang macam sial dgn aku.
haissss. nvm, he alr move on, and i have to move on too. i know right!
it's okay, i know that everything's gonna be alright.

2010-12-26T16:15:00.001+08:00

you can never be friends with somebody you used to love, simply because a little part of you will ALWAYS love them.
it's fucking true!

2010-12-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

boyfrienddddddddddddddd~

2010-12-22T19:58:00.002+08:00

i started to work alr.
first day 3-9, then 4-10, today, 12-6,
TMRW 10.30 to 4.30?
what the shit is this mahn!
1030 ehhh, aduiiii.
can i quit? please ah.
oh ya, i saw YOU AND YOU!
wtf! kimak, dulu kau jugak yang kutok kutok dektu.
just wait for karma to hit you back ah. serious serious.
KAU TK PERNAH BERUBAH SIA. i thought u change?
HAHHAH, maseh tak cukop satu jugak ah ni?
nvm, maybe i should just tell your gf about it.
im so tired, baby let's talk otf!

2010-12-16T22:08:00.002+08:00

alamak, besok Nlevel result nih.
eh skrg baru nk carik kawan?!
kau gy uh skolah dgan matae kau
sal nak gy dgan kiter pulak. -_______________________-

2010-12-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

omg they seriously make my day yesterday.
they're awesome!
hahah, random outing.

2010-12-13T18:02:00.003+08:00

im single and i dont wanna know anything!

2010-12-11T13:09:00.002+08:00

planning to buy vans shoe and slurplife bag. (:
saving money!
shit ah, tau tht time nyer gaji simpan sia. omg!
bodoh bodoh bodoh sia aku -.-

2010-12-10T20:17:00.001+08:00

okay this is pathetic.

2010-12-10T20:16:00.000+08:00

i dont know why we always fight. -.-

2010-12-09T23:21:00.002+08:00

i miss chaicheesecondaryschool. ):

2010-12-09T22:34:00.001+08:00

now my hair is shorter than this! yeayyyyyyyy (Y)
i wna cut like chang chang pls.

2010-12-09T22:24:00.002+08:00

im so going to buy this beg! (Y) (Y)
im very tired today.
azlina's crib>ccss>bedok>tamp>home.
hari ni memang suey sial.
i mean suey for both of us ah -.-
at her house, ALOT OF COCKROACH IN HER KITCHEN sampai die takut nk mandi wtf!
went to ccss to return books, LIBRARY CLOSED.
went to bedok CUT AZLINA's HAIR AND THERE's NO DIFF AT ALL.
then when i was about to light a ciggy, azlina was like, "ahh tu dieee"
omg! rase mcm hati aku jatoh sia. imagine 7 police officers were just opp me. -.-
k, da. i mean, k last!
reached tamp, she wanna buy simcard, then she take out $10 note from her pocket..
DA KOYAK SIA. lagi 2percent je koyang semue. hahahhahah! kecoh betol ah.
im really really tired. ):
oh ya oh ya i forgot.
go away lah bitch. ergh, kau sebok je dalam hidup kiter due ni.
where's your wonderful friends? -.-
ape je kau nie!

2010-12-09T13:31:00.003+08:00

we may not talk for hours, days, weeks, months even.
but when we do ervything still feels the same.

):

2010-12-05T15:11:00.002+08:00

im glad that i know everything alr.
alhamdulillah.
oh ya,
hahahahaha.
kau pompan ape pun aku tktau la.
maybe kau mcm prangai aku dulu tk.
ksian lah. aku pun tktau ape nk ckp.
kau da kene bru kau tau la.
(;
lagi satu pompan ni pulak, da tkder kwn. tu pasal! hohohoho.

2010-12-04T01:45:00.001+08:00

yang kau ni pon satu,
da tkde kwn eh? HAHAHHAHA.
kau ade pe kau nyer wonderful friends tu. asl kau kene sebok eh?
kesian betol ah kau ni. padehal padehal.
hahahha, kesian betol kesian.

2010-12-01T14:57:00.000+08:00

2010-11-30T10:20:00.002+08:00

sappppp, I feel like im losing my bestfriend.
Hah, memang da lose pun.
Oh, chat with his used-to-be lover.
lol, luckily cannot copy paste eh.
if can, i do alr.
biase lah, da ade pompan.
sume dier luperkan.
precisely, you nvr thank people who have been there for you.
you will find me when youre in hardtime, ONLY.
after i reflect everth back, youre actually not worth my time.
it's like, youre using me, when your gf's not around~
ini kau kater BESTFRIEND EH? haha, buat ah pat bestfriend kau gini.
kau maintain je gini. (:
all the best ah.

2010-11-29T20:27:00.000+08:00

idk what to do, seriously ;/

2010-11-27T22:47:00.003+08:00

Going beach tmrw maybe.
I wna let my stress out. I cant take it anymore.
I WANNA SHOUTTTTTTTTTTTT, I MISS YOU SO MUCH. ergh!

2010-11-27T20:30:00.002+08:00

Asl lah aku benci benci kau tapi aku maseh syg?
Asl tibe tibe aku rindu kau ni? Adui.
Teringat balek eh ape kiter promise sume.
K aku mepek. Hah, tkperla.
Sabar shahidah, sabar.

2010-11-25T22:10:00.001+08:00

i miss them man. what the fuck.
plus kama too.
):

2010-11-25T13:46:00.006+08:00

I know you wont come back to me.

Tht's why i dont miss you.
I believe that everything happens for a reason

People change so you can learn to let go

Things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they are right

And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

Omg, i believe in this.

2010-11-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

2010-11-24T21:43:00.001+08:00

tgk muke dekni teringat pat tmpt keje aku nie ader abng abng ni hot nak mampos siak.

aduiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. aku nk boleh?

2010-11-24T21:42:00.000+08:00

k random.

2010-11-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

2010-11-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

omg, today! supposed to reach work at 930 but we came 15mins LATE
what? LATE? AGAIN ALWAYS AND FOREVER LATE.
ada chance kene buang la tk lame lagi. azlina nyer pasal lah nie! ><
yesterday, was fb-ing then suddenly got text msg from linabebe.
grandlink pah? adui, grandlink lah pulak! HAHAHA. kecoh kan si the rock nie last min.
then we asked aqilah, but she cant make it cos she's working at 6):
ok nvm so kiter tak jadi, then atiqah msged, sape sape freeeeeee?
APE LAGIIIIIIII, coincidence babe. (:
went to bugis, then we visit aqilah sekejap. we must hang out soon okay kie<3
the no plan so jengjengjeng, grandlink lah apelagi! :D:D:D
it was awesome i tell you, and i enjoy myself.
can you believe it or not that im wearing track pants now! oh wtf. hahhaa.
okayla, i think i should go now.
and today's date is shit. 22/11? omg! asl kau tk mati mati nie.. pls uh.. sial habes uhh kau ni..
daladala. byebye~

2010-11-20T22:37:00.002+08:00

When will i fall in love again?
I mean, how i wish my boyfriend understands me.
It's really hard for me now.
Im seriously having a hardtime.

2010-11-20T13:24:00.003+08:00

Today's saturday. And yay! no need to come to work. Nice weather to sleep.
I think im going to do that. Sleep the whole day (Y) (Y)
Idk since when i go to the library and borrow books. HAHAHA. Not eng books ah, (mampos buat aku tido sia)
i mean, malay novels. cinta cinta ah kanxz. step jiwang rabak plak aku nie.
daripade aku klua, puas hati bacer buku ddk rumah sudah.
oh ya, yay aku da tak stress stress lagi.
cos i guess,
If i love you, i should let you move on.
tetapi kan, i still cant forget what you did to me.
i mean yang, hmmm, hmm. yang, hmm. HAH, iritts eh. I think you know it yourself. what the fuck. sabar, sabar. (:
Okay, kau gy mati k please. Byeeeeeeeee.

2010-11-19T00:27:00.001+08:00

Okay, goodnight.

2010-11-19T00:26:00.001+08:00

2010-11-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

yes i want please. oh please. cant take it anymore.

2010-11-12T00:28:00.001+08:00

paleng menyampah aku dgan kau.
ade looks, prangai mcm sial.
muke matrep, tapi kental.
hah, loser sia kau.
tak mengaku sia kau ex aku.
waiting for the time(:
yay!

2010-11-11T00:14:00.003+08:00

It's the eleventh.
Hah, how i wish i could be happy like before.
HAHAHAHHAHAAA.
what the fuck sia nk step ingat ingat pasal the past.
the past is past.
hah, so MOVE ONNNNNNN! (:
today is the perfect date for me to move onnnn.
yeahhhhhh.
SUPPOSED TO BE 40monthsssss.
go and die i dont care.
you havee yourrr girllssssss, go go shoo!

2010-11-10T23:38:00.001+08:00

A few more mins to my fav date.
11/11.
i hope it's going to be a wonderful day tmw.
Amin.

2010-11-10T23:35:00.002+08:00

2010-11-07T00:17:00.002+08:00

ni ah jantan sun.
mane satu kau nak pun aku tk phm ah.
sumpah aku tk phm.
aku tktau mcm mane aku bleh sangkot pat kau.
whatthefuck sia. hoping real hard that karma will hit you back. Amin.
i feel like telling the truth to the girls, can? ): HAHA. im not that evil though.
fuck you okay go to hell.
aiyaaa i really been busy with work.
i mean, im enjoying standing for 10 hours. (:
HAH! ya right. enjoy nak mampos.
pinggang boley patah ):
thanks giodarno. -.-
im hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
oh ya,
i rather kill myself than having you back in my life.

2010-11-04T21:12:00.002+08:00

HUHHHHH? WISH HIM? HAHAHAHA!
IN MY DREAMS AH. until i die ahhhhhh.
siala, got your girls wna wish you what.
hah. go to hell~ whatever. i just hate you. k fuck.
tmrw morning shift);
can i die? -_____-
im tired of all these.

2010-11-02T20:20:00.003+08:00

My dear friend,
i didnt know why i cried becos of you.
i mean, im no being so emotional ah.
but is this what i get in return?
i thought you'd appreciate what i'd done.
but, hah. omg. what i have done to deserve this sia.
FUCK!
kawan baek pe gitu mcm.
isap ahh!

2010-11-01T23:04:00.002+08:00

I know im not the preetiest, smartest, or the most exciting girl to be with.
But, i do know that nobody loves you like how i do. Okay goodnight.

2010-11-01T19:51:00.003+08:00

When will i meet my sexy boy? ))))):
Haiyayayayaya, i want a boyfriend please.
when will that be?
when will i fall in love again?
im letting it comes naturally.
im serious.
im hungry ):
byeeee.

2010-11-01T19:21:00.002+08:00

It's november baby.
It's the 11th month of the year already. (Y)
My fav month. Cos it's eleven (:
yessaaaaaa, oh wait.
your bday coming right?
oh why should i care? HAHAHA.
dont worry, she's there for you.
blablabla, talk to my hand.
i rather celebrate my day with azlina rather than to celebrate your bday.
because, YOUR BESTFRIEND KAN ADER. (:
go ahead. sampai masernyer baru aku ckp ah. malas ah nk ckp skrg. (:
tmrw working):
today paitau keje eh, company tu mcm bpk kiter pnye je! wtf.
hahhaha.

2010-11-01T01:07:00.002+08:00

mane gy kater kater kau smlm yang kau ckp pat aku?
nanti macam mane when youre in ITE and im still in sec?
omg wtf sia. da terang terang SWEET TALK mother fucker sia.
whatthefuck. cibai la you.
ohhh, you want it to be like this eh? okay :D

2010-10-31T21:59:00.002+08:00

Oh ya, korg bestfriends kan.

Omg, she's your bestfriend kan.

Go fuck her lah? Scared of losing her so much ah?

Good for you uh. Go ahead. I wanna see how far youll go.

Asal sume kau buat boley, aku buat tk ble.

Aku pon nk uh carik bestfriend yang amek aku lepas keje.

HAH, go fuck off la. Please.

2010-10-31T13:40:00.004+08:00

2010-10-31T12:47:00.003+08:00

Why you giving me hope when you yourself dunnoe which one to choose.
whatthefuck. ohya, dier kan da lame nak mampos dgan kau. tht's why lah. -______-
why im talking about this agin and again?
ergh.

2010-10-30T23:31:00.000+08:00

I want you.
That's all.

2010-10-30T23:28:00.003+08:00

this is for you my dearest friend.
IF youre reading it, then good ah.
OH NOW THEN I KNOW.
because you and that idiot became close friend alr what,
tht's why you like dump me liddat.
HAHHAHAHA, how can i be stupid sia.
i mean, just rmbr ah i've done alot for you.
i guess this is how you appreciate it what?
omg, im hoping so hard that karma will hit you back.
thank you so much! youre awesome. hah!

2010-10-29T19:47:00.002+08:00

WHY CANT I BE HAPPY LIKE OTHERS?
it's like what the fuck.
i want boyfriend please?
im finding one.
i mean finding one that not a JERK like you la.
play my feelings only. hahahha. fy.

2010-10-28T21:54:00.003+08:00

2010-10-28T21:44:00.003+08:00

Stop playing with my feelings. Im not a toy.
what the fuck you think i am?
yes i still love you, but i just dont want to be a fool yknow.
waiting for you is like waiting for a cat to talk. (ok lame)
makk, 10 years later sia.
nvm lah ok, you just be happy with her.
i dont think that youre FAITHFUL like ME-.-
ok nvm, im going to concentrate with work now.
i have to be serious.
haissss.
from nowonwards,
BESTFRIEND IS EVERYTHING.

Im losing my friends.

2010-10-28T07:44:00.001+08:00

Losing my friends.
Hah, it's okay i'll stay strong.
yala, im losing everyone what. espacially my loved ones.
asl sume mesti aku, aku dan aku?
erghhhh!!

2010-10-26T20:35:00.002+08:00

i swear i want to drink.
hah, as if you care.
pleaseiwanttodrink):
and tmrw im going to cut my hair real short.
i just, hate myself. idk why i deserve these shitxz.
tell you what, i dont have time for boys anymore.
biken saket hati je. -.-
gy mampos ah!