oh god.
one day, im going to be alone.
i regret all the past mistakes that i've done.
i regret shouting at my mom and all!
i know that my past mistakes all were not be forgiven.
shyt sia! rabak pe. im just scared! im just scared.
fuckken hell. scared sia! sometimes,
im just sick and tired of life when the boys thought that
im their property. siol lah! *slap forehead*
how many times must i say this to them sia?
"kau bukan sesape aku"
"kau pegi lah carik pompan laen"
"tak gune kau tunggu aku"
my heart is only for one.
mane boley kasi 3 or 4 sia?
tolong ah korang, faham aku ah.
aku bukan pompan yang korang boley buat pakai ah.
aku ader hati, ader perasaan.
i only need him.