Somtimes, im just thinking, why is something must be this way and not the other? *sigh*

I miss you so much. I love you so much.

But what for?
You told me to change, but you? *sigh*
Hey, every single day i meet/msg/call/laugh/cry/quarrel/EVERYTHING
all with you sia. And im the one who feels the pain. So i have the right to ask you to change too.
I love you, seriously. I miss you, swear!
I dont want to see you hurt.
Im sorry if i try to avoid you nowadays.
I swear, i know that i cant take care of your heart.
I KNOW THAT MY ATTITUDE IS LIKE CHIBAI.
I KNOW I ALWAYS MAKE YOU MAD.
I know that i always dissapoint you.
and youre like giving me 12546985759456325145263chance.
but i just dont appreciate it.
I know sometimes im iritatting.
But hey, it's because i love you okay.
I know i cant be the girl that you want.
I seriously dont know what to do. Omg!
I try to avoid you, but i just cant. I mean, we just cant.
The more i avoid you, the more i'll miss you.
It's like i cant live without you for just a day.
I SWEAR I STILL LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!
I SWEAR I MISS YOU!
I promise i wont play your heart,
I just dunno what to say and what to do.
I just kept it all in my heart.
Bestfriend knows everything. heh!
Okay, this is what i feel like saying!
so yeah, takecare people.
Lastly,
I STILL LOVE YOU BABY! (:
I DONT WANNA LOSE YOU OKAY? (:
youre just one of a kind.
~i never thought i've been in love like this.